Wednesday 17 November 2010

Me and My Beast

At six years old
I met a ghastly beast
A hound of hell
At very least
With gnashing teeth
All black and white
Eighty-eight with which to bite.

By seven the beast
Was even worse
Our weekly encounters
A child’s curse
The jaws did snap
The sinews twang
Sending me cowed back home again.

At eight I faced
My childish fear
With heart in mouth
And voice quavering clear
Declared that I was master here

And so for a time
We were doing great
Travelled together
Grades one to eight
Enjoyed successes
Made Mum proud
Played together
Impressed the crowd.

It seemed the beast
Was tamed at last
And people agreed
It had happened fast
Complacency however,
Is a dangerous thing
Learn to talk before you sing!

At sixteen years old
My beast was back
Hulking, crouching
Gleaming black
Glowering from the corner at me
Mocking mediocrity.

“You think you know me?”
It seemed to say
“You’ve barely started,
Hardly under way!”
So much more you need to learn
In order to the beast reform.

And so I locked myself away
Hour upon hour
Day after day
And spent my time
Playing the part
Practising hard
Re-learning my art.

And here I am
Most twenty years of age
My beast and I
On St Martin’s stage
And together we will play us
Beethoven, Chopin and Amadeus.

Undine

In Undine's mirror the cutpurse found
Five candlesticks by magic drowned,
Like boughs of silver . . . and pale as death,
Biting his beard, till the rogue's own breath
Shook all their gourds of fire, he stopped,
Eyed the gilt baskets, gaped half-round . . . .
Then down to the floor his pistol dropped . . . .
No sound in the dark rooms . . . the clank
Of metal and beam died fast . . . and flank
Pressed in strange fear to Undine's bed,
The robber stared long, and bent his head
To that soft wave . . . then hand on silk,
Plumbed the warm valley where nightly sank
Undine the water-maid, caved in milk.
And over those pools, the rogue could smell
Rich essences globed and stoppered well
On Undine's table . . . and row by row,
Jars of green china foamed stiff with snow,
And crystal trays and bottles of stone
Bowed like black slaves to that ivory shell,
The body of Undine . . . but Undine was gone.
Only below the candles' gleam,
In one small casket of waxen cream
With sidelong eyes the thief could follow
That rosy trough, the printed hollow
Of Undine's finger . . . then out to the street
He sprawled and fled . . . but still on the beam
His pistol waited for Undine's feet!

Undine the water sprite who craves a mortal soul has inspired generations of art, poetry and music including Carl Reinecke’s Flute Sonata. The sad story unfolds to an intimate audience at St Martin’s with Claire Overbury’s rich flute tones and Elspeth Wyllie’s delicate touch at the keyboard.
Would we wish an immortal soul on anyone?